Today was a day of blessing! I have never experienced joy surmounting to pure bliss before!
My intention was stated: “Give what is mine to give, take what is mine to take and love what is mine to love”. This intention just felt right at the time but I did not know where it really came from or what it meant but in the end it made sense.
In formations, I had a hard time differing between what was a vision of the mind and what was a vision of my heart. I was left pondering this question for some time and when not much was happening I decided to try something new. I forgot about thinking and trying to visualize everything and relied on my keen sense of energy through my hands.
When we were told to make a connection with the person on our right and to build that connection, I raised my left hand in front of me so that my palm was facing towards the person on my right. Immediately after, I placed my hand there I could feel the energy radiating off of her. I focused on this energy and it continually got larger until I had what felt as a softball of light and energy in my hand. When told to feel the connection with the person on our left, I raised my right hand, almost opposite my left, and attempted to do the same thing. This energy was much less and did not build up nearly to the size of the person on my right but I continued to focus on the two energies and started to try and meld them together. Next was to feel the heart to heart connection with the person across from us. I took the energy that I had in my hands from the two people on either side of me and opened it up to the person across from me. When I did this I could feel the excess of energy from the person across from me join the two balls I had in my hands into one big ball. This ball continued to grow and grow until I had what seemed to be a ball the size of a 20” beach ball. From here it continued to grow out to my sides. As I played around with it, by moving my hands around the sphere just so that I could see how big it actually was, I started to feel that I was losing it. I started to compress my hands where I felt the loss of energy and found that the once sphere was now becoming a disc. They energy was oriented in front of me as if I were looking into a mirror. I continued to feel the disc on both sides by moving my hands along the edge. As we were told to focus in on the apex of the pyramid I felt like I was starting to lose the energy again. I felt around for where it had gone and realized that it had rotated to a position parallel to the earth’s surface and was placed in front of every member of the pyramid as if we were sitting at the Round Table. The energy that this brought to the table, buh dum tch!, was amazing!
This day was full of different visions, none of which I really know the true meaning but can be interpreted in many ways. All I know is what I saw and I am sure the meaning of many will be revealed in time!
My morning session was quite intense but one of the best treatments I have ever had. As the first point, of three, in my heart was opened it felt like a needle appeared in my chest. It was a sharp pain but nothing unbearable. As the second point in my heart was being opened I started thinking of many of my past relationships. These ranged from high school to college to potential interests. I did not do much thinking about each one but they all ran through my mind and some stuck around longer than others. In the third heart point I started thinking about all my friends and loved ones. All these combined formulated a series of various emotions nothing of which was that powerful but it was a lot of content in such a short period of time.
Shortly after opening my heart I fell asleep and dreamt what I know to be an amazing dream. Upon waking up the dream flashed before my eyes and was gone. I tried to hold on to anything of the dream that I could remember but my memory faded almost instantly. This proved alright with me because I knew that whatever was in the dream was not something that my ego needed to know about. Since it was my heart that had the dream and it need not be clouded and analyzed through my ego. It was perfect the way it was and I accept that. Would have been nice to remember it but it was not supposed to be. All I know is that I was happy, clear and felt great!
As I laid there and unsuccessfully tried to pull in information from the dream I gave up and started visualizing different things. Two things that come to mind as significant are as follows: As I was thinking of relationships an image came to me. A humpback whale was floating in the ocean with a baby both touching the top of the water with the tip of their mouths. The baby seemed to be newly born and was almost touching the stomach of the father whale with it’s little hump. I then began focusing on why there were only two whales… for where would the mother be. The visualization quickly answered my question via a new image. There were now three whales a mother whale, a baby whale and a father whale swimming, in that order, tip to tale just along the surface. This put a smile on my face and I knew that this was a futuristic forecasting telling me that I will have a family some day. What a joy it was to have some sort of confirmation in that department for it is something that I have always wanted and know that it is right for me!
The next visualization was very simplistic and very beautiful. It was an egret gliding over open water in front of a sunset. The assorted colors glistened off the water as the tips skimmed the surface with every sparse stroke of its elegantly white wings. Truly a sight to be filmed and put in the introduction of a feature filmed drama about someone’s life.
At the end of the session while my partner was finishing up I had a vision that will be with me for the rest of my life. It was a vision of light, hope, love, trust, safety, piece, happiness, tranquility, and pure bliss. From the corner of my eye, a black sphere approached the center of my vision. Leading the sphere was a particle of light bright enough to light up half of the world in a bright white. The background was that of space, with stars, cancellations and moons. This particle was emitting two prisms of light on both sides of the sphere. The prisms of light were the only things in color. When the objects came into the center of my vision the sphere slowly turned into the earth and color was transmitted to the sphere. The particle illuminated the world with many of the feelings mentioned above. It radiated passion and guidance from what I took as spirit. Slowly two hands formed beneath the world and was holding it up as if it had full control of the situation at hand. This description does not do the picture duty. I tried to recreate it in illustrator but it turned out cheesy. I might give it another try but if not then you will have to do your best to understand. As I saw this picture in my vision my eyes teared over, not in sadness but in pure happiness. I knew from this point on that we were not alone and that things are working just the way that they were meant to. I laid there for an unknown amount of time smiling while individual tears crawled slowly down my cheeks. It was a vision to remember!
For the rest of the day I shimmered. The amount of love and joy I felt was insurmountable. I spent a lot of time just breathing it all in. I would doubt there would be a moment where, by closing my eyes and breathing in these feelings I have embedded in my brain, I could not turn my day right around. Well, may be not ANY moment but 99.99% of them!
If you ask me about this eperience you will be able to see in my face and expressions how much it meant to me!
My intention was stated: “Give what is mine to give, take what is mine to take and love what is mine to love”. This intention just felt right at the time but I did not know where it really came from or what it meant but in the end it made sense.
In formations, I had a hard time differing between what was a vision of the mind and what was a vision of my heart. I was left pondering this question for some time and when not much was happening I decided to try something new. I forgot about thinking and trying to visualize everything and relied on my keen sense of energy through my hands.
When we were told to make a connection with the person on our right and to build that connection, I raised my left hand in front of me so that my palm was facing towards the person on my right. Immediately after, I placed my hand there I could feel the energy radiating off of her. I focused on this energy and it continually got larger until I had what felt as a softball of light and energy in my hand. When told to feel the connection with the person on our left, I raised my right hand, almost opposite my left, and attempted to do the same thing. This energy was much less and did not build up nearly to the size of the person on my right but I continued to focus on the two energies and started to try and meld them together. Next was to feel the heart to heart connection with the person across from us. I took the energy that I had in my hands from the two people on either side of me and opened it up to the person across from me. When I did this I could feel the excess of energy from the person across from me join the two balls I had in my hands into one big ball. This ball continued to grow and grow until I had what seemed to be a ball the size of a 20” beach ball. From here it continued to grow out to my sides. As I played around with it, by moving my hands around the sphere just so that I could see how big it actually was, I started to feel that I was losing it. I started to compress my hands where I felt the loss of energy and found that the once sphere was now becoming a disc. They energy was oriented in front of me as if I were looking into a mirror. I continued to feel the disc on both sides by moving my hands along the edge. As we were told to focus in on the apex of the pyramid I felt like I was starting to lose the energy again. I felt around for where it had gone and realized that it had rotated to a position parallel to the earth’s surface and was placed in front of every member of the pyramid as if we were sitting at the Round Table. The energy that this brought to the table, buh dum tch!, was amazing!
This day was full of different visions, none of which I really know the true meaning but can be interpreted in many ways. All I know is what I saw and I am sure the meaning of many will be revealed in time!
My morning session was quite intense but one of the best treatments I have ever had. As the first point, of three, in my heart was opened it felt like a needle appeared in my chest. It was a sharp pain but nothing unbearable. As the second point in my heart was being opened I started thinking of many of my past relationships. These ranged from high school to college to potential interests. I did not do much thinking about each one but they all ran through my mind and some stuck around longer than others. In the third heart point I started thinking about all my friends and loved ones. All these combined formulated a series of various emotions nothing of which was that powerful but it was a lot of content in such a short period of time.
Shortly after opening my heart I fell asleep and dreamt what I know to be an amazing dream. Upon waking up the dream flashed before my eyes and was gone. I tried to hold on to anything of the dream that I could remember but my memory faded almost instantly. This proved alright with me because I knew that whatever was in the dream was not something that my ego needed to know about. Since it was my heart that had the dream and it need not be clouded and analyzed through my ego. It was perfect the way it was and I accept that. Would have been nice to remember it but it was not supposed to be. All I know is that I was happy, clear and felt great!
As I laid there and unsuccessfully tried to pull in information from the dream I gave up and started visualizing different things. Two things that come to mind as significant are as follows: As I was thinking of relationships an image came to me. A humpback whale was floating in the ocean with a baby both touching the top of the water with the tip of their mouths. The baby seemed to be newly born and was almost touching the stomach of the father whale with it’s little hump. I then began focusing on why there were only two whales… for where would the mother be. The visualization quickly answered my question via a new image. There were now three whales a mother whale, a baby whale and a father whale swimming, in that order, tip to tale just along the surface. This put a smile on my face and I knew that this was a futuristic forecasting telling me that I will have a family some day. What a joy it was to have some sort of confirmation in that department for it is something that I have always wanted and know that it is right for me!
The next visualization was very simplistic and very beautiful. It was an egret gliding over open water in front of a sunset. The assorted colors glistened off the water as the tips skimmed the surface with every sparse stroke of its elegantly white wings. Truly a sight to be filmed and put in the introduction of a feature filmed drama about someone’s life.
At the end of the session while my partner was finishing up I had a vision that will be with me for the rest of my life. It was a vision of light, hope, love, trust, safety, piece, happiness, tranquility, and pure bliss. From the corner of my eye, a black sphere approached the center of my vision. Leading the sphere was a particle of light bright enough to light up half of the world in a bright white. The background was that of space, with stars, cancellations and moons. This particle was emitting two prisms of light on both sides of the sphere. The prisms of light were the only things in color. When the objects came into the center of my vision the sphere slowly turned into the earth and color was transmitted to the sphere. The particle illuminated the world with many of the feelings mentioned above. It radiated passion and guidance from what I took as spirit. Slowly two hands formed beneath the world and was holding it up as if it had full control of the situation at hand. This description does not do the picture duty. I tried to recreate it in illustrator but it turned out cheesy. I might give it another try but if not then you will have to do your best to understand. As I saw this picture in my vision my eyes teared over, not in sadness but in pure happiness. I knew from this point on that we were not alone and that things are working just the way that they were meant to. I laid there for an unknown amount of time smiling while individual tears crawled slowly down my cheeks. It was a vision to remember!
For the rest of the day I shimmered. The amount of love and joy I felt was insurmountable. I spent a lot of time just breathing it all in. I would doubt there would be a moment where, by closing my eyes and breathing in these feelings I have embedded in my brain, I could not turn my day right around. Well, may be not ANY moment but 99.99% of them!
If you ask me about this eperience you will be able to see in my face and expressions how much it meant to me!
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